Saturday, January 11, 2020

1 week left.

I will miss...
Waking up and seeing the sun rising through my bedroom window.
Opening the large sliding doors that bring fresh air from outside into the kitchen.
Driving the kids to school barefoot.
Walking on the beach.

I will miss...
Watching the surfers.
Seeing the portugeuse man-o-war on the shoreline.
Watching the palm trees sway in the wind.
Hearing the Hawaiian birds chirping.

I will miss...
The sandy pathway to the beach, lined with bright green plants.
The "ah" feeling as I reach the point on the path where I can see the water and the waves.
The Mokolua Islands in the distance.
Listening to podcasts and music as I walk the beach and watch the waves crash.

I will miss...
The slow pace of life and lack of commitments.
The laid back afternoons.
The expected hugs from friends and those we meet.
The aloha spirit.

I will miss...
My neighbors, the lane and this special street, with all its flaws and quirks.
Seeing my kids laughing and connecting with new friends that are so dear.
Date nights to have a drink on "our" bench on the beach, followed by dinner at Buzz's.
Hikes that lead to incredible views of the water and the island.

I will miss...
The Ko'olau mountains, in all their splendor, chiseled with beauty.
My drive to Costco along the south-east shore.
School being an 8-ish minute drive away.
Listening to Lilly's class on Friday mornings recite their memory verses.

I will miss...
Our small, yet loving community who has welcomed us with open arms.
The athletic events cheering on our Lions.
The authenticity of those around us.
The lack of desire to have more, do more, be more. Connecting, not competing, is the lifestyle.

I will miss...
Trips to the North Shore to watch surfing competitions.
Dinners outside by the pool while Alexa plays music.
Watching the kids swim, especially at night, or put on their "luau".
The ample time together as a family.

I will miss...
The abundance of rainbows.
The lush greenery, unique shapes and many types of tropical plants.
The beautiful leis.
Being greeted as "aunty" and "uncle".

Yet what I've gained is...
Perspective-- on what matters-- relationships with others, with God, with myself.
Permission-- to just BE, to enjoy unrushed moments in the day, and to be present with myself and those around me.
Awareness-- of the beauty that surrounds me-- the natural scenery, the smile on my childrens' faces, the relaxed time with Cabell, the conversations around the dinner table, the quiet moments that I create for myself and God.

Beautiful memories that will never, ever be left behind.